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[Look, man. His birthday has never been a 'big deal' so he didn't really tell anyone, it kinda slipped out with Joe and so they hung out that day and... well yeah.]
while back yeah
having balls dont mean shit when you aint got a brain
he said no
says everything can just be the same as it was before that
i just dont know if i can do that it feels os fucking weird now
while back yeah
having balls dont mean shit when you aint got a brain
he said no
says everything can just be the same as it was before that
i just dont know if i can do that it feels os fucking weird now
i thought he was telling me that that he loved me
he gave me the fucking moon eggsy
[Okay wait. Wait a second, he's sending a video now. His miserable face, he's obviously been having a cry, eyes red, but that's not what's important right now. It's the small moon orbiting around his head. About the size of a baseball, maybe a little bigger.
It's magical, Dennis doesn't know how or where Joe got it, but at the time it was so fantastic and made him feel... elated. Now he can't look at it without feeling his stomach twist up. Okay, video over!]
he literally said no to me when i asked if hed be my bf
told me he cares about me
could barely say i loved him when we talk other times
but he keep saying everything can be the same as before
he gave me the fucking moon eggsy
[Okay wait. Wait a second, he's sending a video now. His miserable face, he's obviously been having a cry, eyes red, but that's not what's important right now. It's the small moon orbiting around his head. About the size of a baseball, maybe a little bigger.
It's magical, Dennis doesn't know how or where Joe got it, but at the time it was so fantastic and made him feel... elated. Now he can't look at it without feeling his stomach twist up. Okay, video over!]
he literally said no to me when i asked if hed be my bf
told me he cares about me
could barely say i loved him when we talk other times
but he keep saying everything can be the same as before
[ Dennis looks like shit, but he probably knows that. It's hard to look away from his red eyes and not feel rage over who's caused Dennis to look so miserable, but eventually Eggsy looks to this magical gift of Joe's. It's pretty fucking cool - jaw-dropping in fact - not to mention romantic as fuck. What's Joe playing at? ]
nobody gets someone something like that and doesn't love them
unless he's been leading you on this whole time
do you know what his plans are tonight?
nobody gets someone something like that and doesn't love them
unless he's been leading you on this whole time
do you know what his plans are tonight?
[All his worries about admitting his feelings and asking Joe about making things more serious had been put aside when he got that present. Who wouldn't think what he had? Right?]
i dont know i really dont
he keeps syaing he cares
he tries to talk to me and stuff but i fuck things up
dont know why he aint just told me to fuck off
he said he was running late for something that hed call me later
dont know what for
i dont know i really dont
he keeps syaing he cares
he tries to talk to me and stuff but i fuck things up
dont know why he aint just told me to fuck off
he said he was running late for something that hed call me later
dont know what for
[It's... it's nice to see someone else say it. Joe keeps telling him he's not stupid or hasn't fucked anything up, there's nothing to fix, but when it's coming from the person who he's pretty sure he's ruined everything with well.
It just doesn't penetrate that skull of his, or the fog of emotion that's been clouding his mind for quite sometime now.]
i dunno
didnt say
i want to see him wanna talk more but then i really dont
does that make me fucked up?
It just doesn't penetrate that skull of his, or the fog of emotion that's been clouding his mind for quite sometime now.]
i dunno
didnt say
i want to see him wanna talk more but then i really dont
does that make me fucked up?
[ eggsy's so torn right now.
on the one hand, if he visited her, she'd probably be super cute drunk and make him want to kiss her.
on the other hand, he can't do that because she's drunk and that would be taking advantage. so the best thing to do is probably not hang out and speak to her tomorrow instead. ]
you want some company?
[ oh, eggsy ]
on the one hand, if he visited her, she'd probably be super cute drunk and make him want to kiss her.
on the other hand, he can't do that because she's drunk and that would be taking advantage. so the best thing to do is probably not hang out and speak to her tomorrow instead. ]
you want some company?
[ oh, eggsy ]
[Ring ring, Eggsy. This is something Dennis doesn't want to do or talk about, but the longer he puts it off the harder it's going to be. He's less angry about it, which is good, if he'd done this the day he found out, he'd be super riled up, but still.
Pull off the band aid.]
Hey, we gotta talk.
[Always a good sentence to start with.]
Pull off the band aid.]
Hey, we gotta talk.
[Always a good sentence to start with.]
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