[It's... it's nice to see someone else say it. Joe keeps telling him he's not stupid or hasn't fucked anything up, there's nothing to fix, but when it's coming from the person who he's pretty sure he's ruined everything with well.
It just doesn't penetrate that skull of his, or the fog of emotion that's been clouding his mind for quite sometime now.]
i dunno didnt say i want to see him wanna talk more but then i really dont
what's done is done den. no point wasting your incentive like that
you should stay over
me and harry will be out for a bit but I'll leave the key under the doormat for you to let yourself in. shouldn't be too long. we can chill when I get back.
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you were honest and upfront
he shouldn't expect you to wait around until he has time in his busy fucking schedule to talk to you
what the fuck is more important than this?
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It just doesn't penetrate that skull of his, or the fog of emotion that's been clouding his mind for quite sometime now.]
i dunno
didnt say
i want to see him wanna talk more but then i really dont
does that make me fucked up?
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and if you still love him even though you feel like he's messed with your head
with your heart
that don't make you fucked up either
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sometimes wish i coudl just stop
would make everything easier
but i cant and i know i cant turn back time to fix that
[And he laughs bitterly to himself, shaking his head.]
maybe i could make it my new insentive
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you should stay over
me and harry will be out for a bit but I'll leave the key under the doormat for you to let yourself in. shouldn't be too long. we can chill when I get back.
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thanks bruv
think i will
see you soon yeah?
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[ says the guy diving face-first into it ]