i still dont know what the fuck we are we tell each other we love each other but i kno hes still with other people not serious like me or that adam kid but i cnat get pissed cause thats what were here for fucking around and fixing shit back home
or feel like im an asshole if ido get mad that ill push him away dont kno been thinking too damn much i gotta stop that it just makes everything worse
it aint that simple i mean i just get so caught up thinking what if he dont come back evne tho he promised what if i never see him again and i get so fucked up in the head over it
but when im with him everything feels so fucking good eggsy
look i wouldnt hurt myself if thats i wouldnt i promise
[Maybe back home when things were really bad, he'd definitely thought about it, had wanted to do it, but here? He's changed since he's been here, he couldn't do that to himself.]
thanks eggsy really mean it but you better not take a bullet for me thatd be a wicked cool scar okay
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we aint even
i still dont know what the fuck we are
we tell each other we love each other but i kno hes still with other people not serious like me or that adam kid
but i cnat get pissed cause thats what were here for fucking around and fixing shit back home
or feel like im an asshole if ido get mad that ill push him away
dont kno been thinking too damn much
i gotta stop that it just makes everything worse
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but if you're looking for someone who will then maybe he ain't right for you
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people ask and i dont know what to tell them
and it just hits me that i dont know i really dont
we love each other but we aint a couple or whatever sounds real fucking cute
tried explaining it to bliss and she just felt sorry for me
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relationships are complicated
she probably just wants you to be happy but you obviously ain't right now
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i mean i just get so caught up thinking what if he dont come back evne tho he promised
what if i never see him again and i get so fucked up in the head over it
but when im with him everything feels so fucking good eggsy
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but you've gotta learn how to be without him and be okay
he can't be the reason you wake up in the morning. it ain't healthy
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i know i know i really do
im sorry i always come to you about this shit
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I'm always here for you
I'd taking a fuckin bullet for you y'know
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i wouldnt i promise
[Maybe back home when things were really bad, he'd definitely thought about it, had wanted to do it, but here? He's changed since he's been here, he couldn't do that to himself.]
thanks eggsy really mean it
but you better not take a bullet for me thatd be a wicked cool scar okay